blargity-blargh

i absolutely looove going to concerts and shows. music is seriously my life, and i can't wait until tonight. a good friend of mine, and her band, are releasing an album and we're going to dance and drink the night away. hopefully the show will have the energy the band does, and won't bore me. i think the most "boring" show i went to was back in '07ish when Willie Nelson was playing with Bob Dylan and John Mellencamp. don't get me wrong, i love those guys, but there was absolutely no energy or stage presence. ugh. i think the best show(s) i've been to were Anberlin, Into it. Over it., and Thursday. Anberlin, because they were my favorite band at the time. Into it. Over it, because it was a tiny venue and soo much pop-punk. ugh. i love pop-punk. and Evan, the dude from Into it. , played my favorite song and told me happy birthday Thursday? i cried. i cried so so much. i've listened to these guys since middle school and to hear they were breaking up? ugh ugh ugh. That, and thefact that my boyfriend surprised me with tickets to their final show. the lead singer was sick,so it was mainly the audience singing and we eventually got on the stage and sang/cried together. i will never, ever, ever forget that night. hell, i was singing/screaming so much i threw up, but i was so fucking happy.

last minute

it seems as though i have a knack for doing things at the last possible second. in the lower right-hand side of my screen, my computer's clock is saying it's 11:56am and this blog post is due in 4 minutes. man oh man, i hope i can make the deadline. i'm usually riiiiiight on the line, and it's a good and bad thing. mainly a bad thing. i should start working on things ahead of time and  getting them taking care of and out of the way, but i think the adrenaline of working against the clock is a motivator of sorts. 11:58pm. it's like a cram session the night before a big test; you know you're going to regret it in a few hours, but the grade will be worth it. it's not like you don't recall the information in a few days anyways, contrary to popular belief. living on the edge is something i do well, it seems. 11:59pm